confused

I don't know what I do with me love life. I don't trust anyone anymore :s. It's all because of my

ex-girlfriend. She cheated on me so many times that i lost count and I forgave her because of "the love". Now I don't trust anyone even myself. I don't know if I believe in the person in front of me or not even if we are friends. Now I'm in a relationship and I can't trust her even if i didn't see anything wrong from her. I'm confused. :(

Till me God what to do. :'(